Miranda was talking about how she wanted to lose weight, and went on Weight watchers. But she went into a restaurant and gave into half a glazed doughnut. She said that the treat was worth being fat for.
I felt disgusted...and angry for her giving in.
I related with her for giving in to temptation. I wasn't having a doughnut, but I wanted an extra fruit.
Tho I knew I needed more cals because my supplements didn't equal to the amount they were suppose to. 520 cals. So I said I would add another fruit or two to add to the supplement amount. But for some reason I just felt mad. Mad that I was having another fruit? I started to get choked up.
So as I was battling with throwing away the last few bites of my protein bars, I had a couple more bites. But left two bites and just threw them away.
I'm upset at this. I knew that I was not solving anything. But I think I felt anger towards the protein bars. They weren't appetizing. I wasn't enjoying the taste of them and thus didn't want them? Idk. Truly I don't exactly know what had gotten into me.
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