Apart of me doesn't want to. I feel like if I don't gain it's proving control.
Though i know I must.
The Ed is saying that I'm fine the way I am.
But I need to tell myself that I am not attractive being this thin, guys don't like girls this thin.
I AM in control by gaining and making the right choices.
The problems that I am facing is adding fats. I count the food I am already having as well as fat content, when I think I should be adding other fats. I will talk with Sunny my RN tomorrow.
How will I feel if I have gained? I will tell myself that I am on the right track. The gain is from the protein bars. Not from the food.
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